Field Of Paper Flowers

"I just want to let you know...
...my mind refuses to let you go..."

and you're gone...
I miss you...miss you so bad...
thank you for everything... I just wish we could have a little more time so I could present to you all the things I told you I would do...
It could have been different...

<3

R.I.P.

In a period of complete stress I've re-found an old passion of mine... the only thing that can make me relax lately... drawing...
I guess I'm more obcessed with pencils and papers than ever before... and it feels good.


OMG! I'M POSTING IN LJ AGAIN!!! NO WAYYYY!!!!

I'M HAPPY! =D
So basicaly I helped my brother building a website, made a logo and helped in the part of the advertisement for a project of a friend of my brother... kind of a residential for old people. I spent hours on it!... But I guess the final result was really rewarding!... Or at least is being rewarding! =)
Some days ago, my brother's friend even brought one of the residential's cars to show me the logotype that was painted on it... the one I made! =D It's such a nice feeling! Eheh

Anyway... appart from that... today was a crazy day... me and Rosário went for a walk after going to the driving school... and it was purely insane. LOL And we didn't even drink Coca-Cola. WE EVEN STARTED "SINGING" "MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE"'S SONGS FOR GOD'S SAKE!!! ROTFL
Oh... and we met Captain Jack Sparrow, Shrek, Harry Potter, Voldemort... xD lolol And they even asked to take photos with us... we're like so cool, hey?! ROTFL

( OH EME GEE )

And I can't stop thinking about you... your smile... that one minute... something that surely wasn't supposed to mean nothing at all... but I'm feeling weird since then... and I know I cannot... 'cause this is just wrong... this is something I could never think of before...
I'm feeling weird... really weird... and I don't want to...
I just hope I'm not falling again...

OMG!!! I'M HYPER!!! AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY!11!!"$!1!$!41211one1!$!(%two1$!"%
So basicaly I stayed up all night and now I'm drowning myself in coffee... WOWZAH!!!
At least it was a productive night... I'm almost finishing my drawing!!! YAAAYYYY!!!!
I'm getting even more and more fascinated by hi5... and I bloody hate it! =O
I'm not making any sense at all... am I?!
Btw... check this and this if you want. I warn you that I won't be responsible for any kind of psychological damages!!!
Whatever... going back to my cup of coffee (it looks more like a pool)!
Take care! xx

Apparently that means "What's up?!"
Oh boy... I want to learn japanese now! HAHA.

Anyway... yesterday night me and my friend Hugo spent some hours listening to some Utada Hikaru's songs... I liked a few I already knew from games like Kingdom Hearts... she has a really wonderful voice...
Here's a video I loved:

It looks so anime! <3

So it's almost 4am and I'm still awake... and I'm feeling so fkn sleepy but still I don't feel like going to bed! haha

I've been watching "From Hell" with Diana (a friend of mine) until more or less 30 minutes ago... brilliant movie! Is Johnny Depp a fkn (HOT HOT HOT) GENIUS or what?! As Diana would say "Fantástico! Fantástico!"! LOL

So anyway... 6 more days until I get to know if I passed the exam... I hope so... then I'll get back to my driving lessons (YAAAAYYYY)... and basicaly that is my plan for the summer... for now!

My brother is moving to a new house with his girlfriend this month... argh... this feels so weird... it's all happening so suddenly... and I guess I should be happy for him... but I can't help but feeling sad and empty knowing he's going to leave...

Well... it's time for me to think about going to bed and try to sleep...
Hhhmmmm... I guess the movie and all this "bla bla bla I want absynth!" talk with Diana... and then a deep and intelligent conversation about getting drunk and sharing alcohol related stories with Jimba is making me feel thirsty...
OK... I SHALL GO TO SLEEP... LIKE... RIGHT NOW!

Take care,
xx

I've just came back from cinema. Finally, I went with my brother to watch the movie I've been waiting for during the last 2, 3 months... Pirates Of The Caribbean: At The World's End.
OMG!!! Really!... One of the best movies I've ever seen! It's so much better than the second one... however... I still don't know if I prefer the first or this last one.
The ingredients were all there once again: the cast that was there for the three movies... the awesome humour... the war scenes (the final battle is A-M-A-Z-I-N-G)... oh and the love stories in it are great (Will/Elizabeth and Davy Jones/Calypso)!
And of course... Johnny Depp at his best... undoubtedly! <3
The end seemed like it's open for something new... well maybe another movie?! That would be awesome!!!

But unfortunately life ain't only fun... and so... I have to go back to study for my exam as I didn't do anything in the last afternoon! ARGH!!!
I guess I'll only go to bed in the morning... again... =\
Oh... but whatever... ME'S HAPPY!!! =D

Hell... YEAH!!! Finally, I managed to MAKE MY OWN LAYOUT!!! (Well... kind of...) LOLOL
After listening to "Sweet Dreams" (Marilyn Manson's version) for the 99912354235th time in 24h... I finally got some inspiration.
I think it looks kinda... decent?! Maybe... maybe not.. whatever...
Gotta work on some new avas as well...

Oh and btw...

Green Day - Working Class Hero (Live @ American Idol)

<3